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Cheryl Burkeis opening up about her experience with body image as a professional dancer.
TheDancing with the Starspro, 38, revealed that she suffers from body dysmorphia in a recent interview onSean HayesandDr. Priyanka Wali’s podcastHypochondriactor.
“Now thatI’m sober, I have body dysmorphia because I’m a dancer,” Burke admitted on the show. “I mean, tell me one dancer that doesn’t.”
“So when I look at myself in the mirror and someone says, ‘Oh, you look amazing,’ I see someone who is overweight and, in my eyes and in my way of judging myself, not amazing,” she explained. “It’s like no matter what I look like.”
Body dysmorphia is described as a mental health disorder in which a personcan’t stop thinking about a perceived defect or flawin their appearance, according to the Mayo Clinic. The disorder can cause anxiety and distress, making it difficult to function in social situations and daily life.
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“I knew I had a problem when I was going back through old seasons and I was pretty skinny and yet I was still giving wardrobe hassle in our fittings,” Burke said. “Not hassling them but more like, ‘Oh, I feel like s—’ or ‘Oh my God, look at my fat roll.’ And it’s just so ridiculous, right?”
Burke told Hayes and Wali that her “tipping point” with body dysmorphia was when her weight became a topic of discussion among others.
“Not only was my dance coach just harder on me, but because I’m naturally curvy, like I have hip bones, it is what it is. But also, the nation decided to call me fat about season seven or eight when I got off my birth control and I retained 15 lbs. of water weight, which I thought was going to obviously be the opposite — normally people lose weight when they get off birth control,” she said.
The star added that as a competitive ballroom dancer, she’s been judged her whole life, spending hours of rehearsals staring at mirrors and comparing herself to others. Though she loves dancing, Burke said on the podcast that she thinks she’ll struggle with her body image until the day she decides to retire.
source: people.com
